holy hell! i graduate in 39 days!
good news? i found about 5 jobs to apply for today that i am qualified for, would enjoy, and would get good salary + benefits...pray for the lake dallas one! :)
bad news? i am pretty much assuming that thanks to john mayer lyrics, i'm about to have a quarter-life crisis...just a few years early...i only have about a total of 14 days left in new york which is both making me sentimental and content all at the same time.
crisis? where do i want to live? what am i gonna do if i don't get a job soon?? things i shouldn't worry about quite yet i know...but i want to be on my own so bad...so so bad....
oh real world, why did you have to come up behind me so quickly?
current emotional state: frazzled and confused
ps. my bosses are WAY funny, i'm going to miss them!
leaving you with 2 songs:
I rent a room
and I fill the spaces with
wood in places to
make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul
Either wayI wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why, why georgia why
So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
Don't you dare believe me
When I say I've got it down
Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess that 's the price I have to pay
Still, "Everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask yourself
If you are living it right
Are you living it right?
Are you living it right?"
--why georgia, john mayer
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"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
....
They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above
I am invincible
As long as I'm alive
--no such thing, john mayer
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